I have never been an extreemly dilligent person, but in college there were a few semesters where I REALLY cracked down on my life and focused on what was important. I made great grades (Deans List) and life just fell into place a lot better. It felt like a MIRACLE that a person who isn't strong academically could acheive something so great, but God did it through me. I know it's possible.
I definitely wish I could get to that point again. I know that more than anything it is a MENTAL change that needs to occur.
I feel like I have started to make steps in that direction.
Organization in my home has been my New Years goal. I am definitely underway in that department. It is kinda scary however to fear that I won't stick to it and fail.
I can do this. :) Christ is with me.