I have been sick. This season's cold has finally hit me. Man oh man it stinks. Last night I coughed pretty much all night and didn't really get any rest. I know, it could be so much worse.
Yep. I'm definitely complaining. I should just have a good attitude about it and not say a word.
Here I am though. Blogging about it. I suppose it's because I don't want to talk to the rest of the world about it. Not that no one knows, but I tend to feel badly about saying anything. I guess it's because I feel like complaining is one of my biggest flaws. I tend to do it a lot. Even if it's not out loud, my brain is always going on about something.
This is bigger than just having a cold. I'm writing because I feel convicted about not being content in all circumstances. It's like the verse in the Bible it says "His grace is sufficient for me". I know that He can be enough to get me through feeling uncomfortable and drained. I just wish that I could live by that TRUTH every moment. Feeling sick has definitely brought down my defenses. I feel much more emotional and sensitive. It is not helping. :(
I'm hoping that taking some alone time to rest is going to help. Been thinking about teaching Bible study tomorrow night and I am feeling really unprepared.
Ugh. What a day.
I know I'll be okay. I just need to wait it out.